It’s a sad, sad day

This is one of the hardest posts I’ve ever had to write.

I woke up to some horrible news this morning, news that just staggered me.

Our good friend Angel wrote me to let me know that her oldest daughter Sarah passed away last night in her sleep at 22 years of age.

I can’t imagine how difficult this must be for Angel. She was one of the most devoted mothers I’ve ever known. All of you that have read her writings know that. Her entire life revolved around taking care of her two autistic children.
I’d like to ask that you please keep the family in your prayers during this difficult time, and that you pray that Sarah find peace and comfort in the Lord’s arms.
Thank you.

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110 Responses to It’s a sad, sad day

  1. Randy says:

    Really hate to hear this. I cannot imagine what that must be like for her

  2. John h says:

    Oh No! How’s the other daughter? May God BE with the whole family. Prayers Angel.
    John h.

  3. eclectickelvin says:

    Sorry to hear about Angels daughter Sarah. Our thoughts and prayers are with her

  4. ShakeNBake says:

    I do not know the comforting word i could possibly express to help ease her pain. For what little it helps my family will be praying for hers. May God find a way to lift you up out of this darkness. Being a father of five, my mind can not even wrap my head around her great loss. I am sorry, and wish i could comfort her in some way.

  5. Padawan says:

    We’re saddened to hear this. Sending our thoughts, love and hugs.
    ~Warhorse and Padawan~

  6. John Deaux says:

    Angel, my condolences to you and family for your loss.
    Yal are in my prayers.

  7. Jeremy says:

    Very sorry to hear this. I know that money cannot fix anything but is there a fund to help with expenses? The last thing I want is for her to have to worry about anything right now.

  8. Backtable says:

    I don’t think I’ve cried in forty years. I feel like that”ll change today.

    • Wirecutter says:

      It did for me.

    • Chuck Castagnolo says:

      Haven’t cried in many years, but did so today! I haven’t met anyone from either of these two blogs but over the years have become very attached to both. Angel’s moving stories of Sarah and her school prom’s as well as other trials earned her great respect from me and made me feel connected to her and her family. My prayers, and tears, are for her today.

      • Wirecutter says:

        I only met the young lady once but feel like I’ve known her all her life from Angel’s blog.
        Every time I moderate more comments I shed more tears.

  9. Miguel says:

    Would you please extend our condolences? I am sure all your readers share the sentiment

  10. Heathen says:

    My thoughts are with her.

  11. greenman says:

    Been a long time Angel, I’m very very sorry.

  12. Tom says:

    Dont have the words. hugs my sister.

  13. Mike says:

    Sad news, sorry about your loss Angel.

  14. STxRynn says:

    Prayers for your family Angel, from your south Texas neighbor. Thanks, for passing on the news bud. I’ll start saving up to help out.

  15. Dennis in Texas says:

    I cannot begin to fathom the depth of Angel’s grief and pain or even have comforting words for her other than I will be praying to God that He provides her comfort and strength in this time of deepest anguish. I am so very sorry, Angel.

  16. Sanders says:

    Oh, damn. I’ve watched her blog over the years, and know how devoted she is to her daughters. My prayers are with her and the rest of her family.

  17. NewVegasBadger says:

    My deepest sympathies and condolences to Angel and her family on the passing of Sarah. You have my prayers for comfort and peace (and to all who are in morning over this).

    At my dad’s funeral (died on 2/5/2002) I recited Kipling’s poem; When Earth’s last picture is painted. I’ve comfort in the gospel song, “Abide with me”. I had tears listening to Hayley Westerna singing it (for some reason the room was very dusty at the time). I’m also comforted with listening to Messiah (Handel) starting with the “Hallelujah chorus” and ending with “Worthy is the Lamb”.
    I hope this does help. Again I am very sorry for your loss.

  18. rolldog says:

    Angel – my prayers are with you and your family. God will take good care of Sarah!

  19. Mike_C says:

    Oh no!
    Angel, I am so very very sorry for your loss.

  20. SAM says:

    Our thoughts are with her.

  21. C.R. says:

    Sorry to hear of Her loss .

  22. Westcoastdeplorable says:

    Angel, please know Sarah isn’t gone, she’s moved on to the next chapter in her existence as a spiritual being. May God bless you and your family.

  23. Michael in Nelson says:

    My heart just dropped to the bottom of my chest. What sad news. It has been uplifting how Angel cared for her girls. Thoughts and prayers for a wonderful lady and her daughter.

  24. pigpen51 says:

    I know that I am not alone in feeling like I lost a member of my own family. There are simply no words in me, and that is saying a lot.

  25. bikermailman says:

    Angel, I don’t know if there’s anything I can do besides raise you up in prayer, but I live just down the road. If there’s anything I can do, say the word and I’ll be there.

  26. Just a Chemist says:

    …and weep with those who are weeping.

  27. Steve in ky says:

    Angel, I am so sad fir your loss. My heart goes out to you. You will be in our prayers. May God grant you comfort and peace.

  28. Concerned Mama says:

    Oh I am so incredibly sorry to hear this. Angel is an incredible, fiercely devoted mother, and my heart is breaking for her, Baby Queen, and the rest of their family. Praying for peace, comfort, and love to surround their family, and praying for Sarah as she joins the angels in heaven. Angel, I know we’ve only known each other online and through email, but I consider you a friend, and want you to know that my family’s thoughts, prayers, and love are going out for you.

  29. Alex Lund says:

    My condolences to Angel.
    Now heaven has a new angel.

  30. wes says:

    Echoing all of the above thoughts

    My condolences on the passing of her daughter.

    wes

  31. loaded4bear says:

    Wow. Just wow.

    I’ve talked to her a few times through the back channel and she’s been just lovely. We share similar histories. So sorry for her and the family. I’ll be sending something to fund.

  32. steve tompkins says:

    awful. thoughts to the family.

  33. Unclezip says:

    Oh, Lord. Hugs and prayers from Unclezip and The Baroness.

  34. Critter says:

    This is terrible news. My thoughts and prayers are with Angel and her family.

  35. ChuckN says:

    Many prayers for your family Angel.

  36. Terry says:

    I am devastated. Prayers for all and God Bless Sarah, Angel and the rest of the family.

  37. bogsidebunny says:

    I’m very sad for Angel. My prayers are with her.

  38. Exile1981 says:

    Angel, I’m sorry to hear that she passed on. If we can help in anyway please let us know.

  39. Lawless says:

    I am so sorry Angel. I am afraid I have no words.

    I know he is controversial… But, please watch Angel, and know that the Holy Spirit is sitting with you.

    https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hdn3ZUzLF_A

    • Miss Lisa says:

      I wish I was close enough to just sit with you Leslie. My heart keeps breaking for you and your family. At other moments I imagine the beautiful smile on Sarah’s face as the choir in heaven welcomes her home. I love you friend, peace be with you all.

    • pigpen51 says:

      Lawless, I studied to become a pastor, at a Bible college in Grand Rapids in 1984 or so. I stayed a year, but I ended up on the same basic path of Rob Bell. God grants us the faith that is strong enough to doubt, and still believe. There is no way that we could walk the path that Angel is walking without God giving us the permission to doubt. And there is also no way that we could continue to live, without God also granting us the freedom to also continue to believe, that He is big enough to hold us in His loving arms. I know that God weeps with us when we suffer, and I know that he is weeping with Angel, at her loss, along with the rest of us.

  40. Viking4_USA says:

    Angel and all of you are in our thoughts and prayers.

  41. IslandGirl says:

    I cry.

    My mother died one week ago today, in my arms, at home in her bed. That is sad, but not a tradegy, because she was 92.

    This is tragedy.

    • Judy says:

      My condolences, IslandGirl. Loosing your mama always hurts.

    • Padawan says:

      My mom’s boyfriend died suddenly a month ago today in her arms too. He was only 60…not much of a spring chicken anymore but still with a lot of spirit. It’s been a hard adjustment for mom (and me too to an extent.) I miss his laugh the most and the way he took care of mom. Hugs to you too IslandGirl.

  42. Phil says:

    This is so fucked up It’s off the charts.

    Silent tears are falling for Angel.

    There are no words in the English language that can convey my sadness and the compassion I am feeling right now.

    May God blunt the pain and sorrow, for this is a blow that will last a lifetime.
    I am praying for you honey, I know how strong you are but this is a grievous wound.

  43. Sunny says:

    Oh, no! This news is just so unexpected and unbelievable. I’m so sorry for the loss of your dear daughter, Angel. Bless you. I’m praying for you and your family. Hugs to ya.
    sunny

  44. Pointy End Out says:

    My deepest and heartfelt sympathies to Angel and her family…

  45. Sad day down here on the Brazos. Prayers for you and yours in this time Temper your sorrow with the knowledge that Teen Queen is now healed and pain free and how lucky heaven is to have this new angel. oldawg

  46. Chris says:

    Our Father who art in Heaven,
    Hallowed be thy Name.
    Thy Kingdom come, thy will be done,
    on earth as it is in Heaven.
    Give us this day, our daily bread,
    and forgive us our trespasses
    as we forgive those who trespass against us,
    and lead us not into temptation,
    but deliver us from evil.
    Amen

    Lord, hear our prayers!

  47. carolann says:

    Oh I am stunned… as the mother of an autistic child, heck as the mother of any child I can’t imagine this pain…. sending prayers and headed over to the fundraiser page…thanks for letting us know Ken.

  48. Judy says:

    Oh, Angel…I’m not sure what words to type that don’t sound hollow or trite…May God comfort you and your family while He welcomes your lovely Sarah with open arms.

  49. crazyeighter says:

    Words fail me; I’ve seen firsthand how devastating this is to a parent and my heart is breaking for Angel and her family.

  50. riverrider says:

    damn. just. damn.

  51. mrgarabaldi says:

    Hey Angel;

    May the Lord wrap his arms around you and your family during this time, may he grant you the peace and serenity that only he can grant during this time.

  52. Douglas Walker says:

    My own son is 19, and autistic. I can not imagine the pain losing him would cause. I just don’t know what words I could say that would be of help to her, But all my prayers are with her. Heaven does truly have another angel today.

  53. nonncom says:

    My Grandmother had 5 of her children pass before her….she said the last was no easier than the first….so sorry to hear this….

  54. D S Craft says:

    Oh Angel, I’m so, so sorry. I’m not an eloquent person so I don’t know any words that could possible bring you comfort, but know this: you are not alone. There are a lot of people who care very deeply for you that are walking along side you helping you carry your load. We share your grief and are here for you.

  55. Kelly says:

    What terribly sad, tragic news; my thoughts and prayers are with you.

  56. Daniel K Day says:

    My deepest condolences to Angel and her family. I have 2 daughters and can not imagine how we would have felt if one had left us at such a young age.

  57. Woody says:

    Angel,
    Our thoughts and prayers are with you.
    Brian and Daryn

  58. Trish says:

    Angel, I am sorry for your loss. God takes only the best, but still it is hard. My thoughts and prayers are with you.

  59. Bayouwulf says:

    I haven’t any appropriate words other than, I am deeply sorry over the loss of Sarah. My heart is much heavier now. I can’t imagine how Miz Angel feels.

  60. .45-70 says:

    Peace

  61. Catfishbrody says:

    My condolences Angel. My thoughts and prayers are with you.

  62. Lloyd Brown says:

    Angel, my wife and I will be praying for you and the family.

    My mother passed away on December 14, 2017 at 89 years old. Even though we are still grieving, our loss does not even compare to losing a young daughter. I can’t imagine the sadness and pain you and your family are going through at this time. Even though I don’t think I ever posted a comment on your blog, it was a daily favorite of mine.

  63. K2 says:

    Angel you and your family are in our thoughts and prayers. It’s never easy losing a loved one. Losing a child is devastating. Take some comfort in knowing she is free of her body and suffering. She is in heaven watching over you now.

  64. Frankie says:

    Angel,my condolences to you and your family.

  65. Grandpa says:

    I’m praying for you, Angel. You and your family. I have no words… I’m at work, and I hate crying at work, but my heart breaks for your loss. But heaven is richer today…

  66. JPStemm says:

    I’m deeply saddened by your loss. My thoughts and prayers are with you and yours Angel.

  67. =TW= says:

    Oh, man. I’m so sorry to hear this.
    I’ll do what I can, meanwhile, prayers to Angel and family.

  68. nwoldude says:

    My sympathy to you and yours. We also have lost a young one. With faith your pain will be easier.
    Peace to you and yours.
    Bruce

  69. godhelpus says:

    Nothing worse than the lose of a child. God Bless.

    • crazyeighter says:

      That is my biggest fear. I watched my parents go through that with my 23 year-old brother and I’m not nearly as tough as the were.

  70. Joe Lovato (Mr. Miracle) says:

    Well, damn. Angel, I am so sorry. I know word, thoughts, prayers, and donations will not help with your loss, but you have them all from me. I know your family are the center of your life and heart, and I feel for you. Hang in there, and take peace in knowing she is in a far better place.

  71. Jason says:

    My thoughts and prayers for you and your family, Angel.

  72. lineman says:

    May God’s Comfort and Grace be wrapped around You Angel that it might ease your pain and give you a peace in knowing that she is in a much better place…My thoughts and prayers are with you and if you need anything you have my contact info…So sorry for your loss and the pain that your going through…

  73. Deb says:

    The grief and anguish of a parent losing a child, something that should never happen, is just unimaginable. Angel, your life was richer because of Sarah. She taught you love, strength and beauty, her job now done and God will take over and hold her in his arms. I pray you find the strength to endure and hold all the love and joy she gave you close to your heart to help ease the pain. My deepest sympathy to you and to your family.

  74. Peace and comfort to Angel and the family.

    Words fail.

  75. g2-631953398a8729cc34d1044c6ddbd460 says:

    As many above have said, there are no words, only prayers.

  76. mauz says:

    Do Not Stand At My Grave And Weep
    By Mary Elizabeth Frye

    Do not stand at my grave and weep
    I am not there; I do not sleep.
    I am a thousand winds that blow,
    I am the diamond glints on snow,
    I am the sun on ripened grain,
    I am the gentle autumn rain.
    When you awaken in the morning’s hush
    I am the swift uplifting rush
    Of quiet birds in circled flight.
    I am the soft stars that shine at night.
    Do not stand at my grave and cry,
    I am not there; I did not die.

  77. WrenX says:

    It is devastating to read this news. Angel, I am so sorry for the loss of your sweet girl. I am sure that she has gone home to her savior, but her loss here and now is terrible. I am praying for all of you.

  78. anonymous says:

    Damn it, I’m so sorry to hear of her family’s loss. Angel shared her family with the rest of us and the news of this floors me too. Our prayers for her, Angel and her family. I will send a donation as per your post later.

    Thanks for letting us know.

  79. Sigproshooter says:

    Not much I can add after reading above except this. We lost our first child very young, it burns in deeply and you see the value of others. Your in our thoughts and prayers.. my heart hurts today., damn

  80. UH1H CE says:

    This is so very terrible to hear. While I’m new around these parts I still feel deep sorrow for Angel and her family.

  81. Rebecca says:

    One of my best friends lost her daughter after a long illness. That was 2 years ago . She fell into a deep depression and has not yet been able to accept it. Every one ,please PLEASE, stay in touch with Angel. This is a dark hole from which one may never recover. Angel needs all the support and companionship she can get. Whether or not she wants it or knows she needs it. This is no time for her to be alone.

    • Judy says:

      It was ten years after my daughter died, that one day I noticed I had had a couple of days go by and I hadn’t thought or shed a tear for her. Usually I grieved on the way home from work. Grieving is one foot in front of the other, one day at a time, some days you are fine, other days you need to hide under the covers and sob your eyes out. It takes time, a lot of time. My heart really hurts for Angel.

  82. Old NFO says:

    Dammit… Thoughts and prayers for the family.

  83. AbbyS says:

    Angel, I just want you to know how very much you are loved. Prayers of support go out to you and your family. I just lost my mom in September after a fast dance with ovarian cancer. I can’t even imagine to pain of loosing a child. And such a special one at that. I will be praying for you as you go thru this struggle. But PLEASE know that you are not alone, even tho it may feel like it at times. We’re all here for you. Don’t worry about being brave, or being the strong one. Go ahead and cry. Or just feel numb. You have a multitude of shoulders to cry on.

    Hugs from afar,
    AbbyS

  84. Fred Ziffle says:

    Is Sarah’s obituary posted online so that we can learn more about her?

  85. Oswald Bastable says:

    To lose any child is a tragedy, but I know first-hand how much energy goes into raising an autistic child. My thoughts are with you at this most difficult time.

  86. Oldfart says:

    Sorry, Lady. Kenny’s post hit me like a ton of bricks and believe me when I say I know how you feel. At 83 yrs old I’ve lost kids to birth defects, illnesses and worse. It ain’t easy but when the dark clouds of depression press around you, remember the rest of your family and their need for you. You’re a strong woman and you’ll come through this. I don’t know how I could help but if I can, please call on me. There is no hard evidence that God hears or answers my prayers but I’ll offer some for you and for Sarah.

  87. Bacon says:

    Late last Thursday night I was catching up on the week’s posts. Early Friday morning I finally saw the post about Sarah and it floored me.

    I was so sad, I just shut down the computer for the weekend. I still don’t have words. May G-d grant comfort and peace to Angel and her family.

    • Wirecutter says:

      I had the same reaction. I cancelled my posts for the rest of the day and didn’t put up a single post until Sunday out of respect for Sarah.

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